The 13th day of the month
Sometimes we worry about this number, mostly when it falls on a Friday. For me it was a half wrong matter. As it was the 13th, but instead of Friday, Monday. So I was released on Tuesday.
2 years ago
Previously, I took part in National Anticorruption Directorate audience, and the experience was, that I go there, I answer the questions, I account for the charge of the anonymous relator, everything is written, and then I leave, and the process is finished. That was in 2011. But this is not the case.
7 days
God created the world in six days, and rested on the seventh. Therefore, it is mystery of the number 7, especially if it is intended to indicate the number of certain days. So last week, on the 13th I went in for questioning for the first time and I suspected that something was up against me, but I didn’t think about being retained. After the hearing two years ago, some of my colleagues were called in for hearings, they were asked to provide papers, but would have never thought that seven days will elapse until I will be able to write with an untroubled soul. During the last two years of the investigation I couldn’t imagine what they want, what are they preparing for. Who and for what reported me? But during the last seven days I found out everything, everything I was looking the answer for in the last two years. You can tell that this is weak consolation, but it is important to me.
Twice in tears
I had tears in my eyes two times. Firts, when the attorney at the Court of Appeal in Marosvásárhely (Târgu Mureș) explained nicely and clear in his speech, how much I fought for years in order to be able to asphalt as much as possible on our roads. The second time, on the same day, on the 14th, when in the afternoon, with two of my supposed accused partners were talking about the joint lavatory in the prison cell and the meals, changing experiences during the 3 hours waiting time until the delivery of the judgement. During laughter.
Another number, the 6!
In the last few months - I do not know why – I just wake up without an alarm at 6 am. This can probably dated for the last three months, since the middle of February, almost coinciding with the announcement of the Hungarian-Romanian Co-existence Code of Harghita county. And this roughly the period when more and more colleagues were called in to Marosvásárhely (Târgu Mureș) for questioning, more and more times they were coming for “original” documents, the number of negative e-mails were multiplied. Also in the jail on the Borsos Tamás street in Marosvásárhely (Târgu Mureș) the wakening was at 6 o’clock. My status advantage was that I was already awake.
The number 3 is beautiful number as well!
3 wishes, 3 advices, 3 admonishments, 3 possibilities, and there is 3 from everything. My 3 suspected offender partners were with me in teh prison cell, which was 3 meters in one way, and 3 in the other way. My 3 fellow suferers were going around one by one on that 3 x 3 meters, 9 steps, which someone can take among the beds, walls and joint lavatory.
15 is the number of the cell
In my three Roma cell mates – although one of them declared that he is not a Roma, but something else, as well we use it in the common language – I found such mates, who did everything to support me. They passed me the best bed in the tight cell, they gave me their own bed linen, they gave me food from their own, and when they saw that I am still grieving, and just looking in front of me, they started singing for an hour just to make me feel good. Then I touched the bottom, but as my cell mates were trying to put hope into me in a couple of hours, I knew that the fear is over, I am over it! And there is no tool they can break me.
Prayer
Faith creates common strength! I believe in this. Without community building there is no society. I do not profess the liberal principle that society consists of individuals, and only the individual prosperity is the goal. I believe in the society built on a coherent community, in which people show solidarity with each other and are able to surrender for the benefit of each other. Historic churches through their teachings, rituals this is what they do, in the best way. In the past week a great number of individuals indicated that individually or smaller groups, perhaps in bigger communities, prayed, cried to the Good God to help us, the unjustly dragged through the mire. Thank you for that! Even though "it's not fashion," among politicians, I dare to write it: I believe that this helped!
I’ve learned from Pál Tamás
Life in a youth organization is similar to a sinusoidal. There are hights and lows, but the question is not how happy can someone be on the top, but are we able to move out from a low point as well? Over the weekend, I got a nice, encouraging message on Facebook, written by a psychologist: when we fall into a pit, then we need to think on how to we climb out. There are low points in life, but with friends, supporters, helpers it is easy to climb out of the pit.
The number 9:
Used less, because if we need to remember 9 things, it’s not sure if our memory can cope with it .. As I count my public activities, this week was the 9th low point! I do not know how many we are in the "9s club", but this is the umpteenth ordeal. Maybe I could carry out a quick reckoning... but why? My wife says, just the good things should be remembered.
12th June
There are 21 until the 12th June, while I can stay only in Miercurea Ciuc. It is wonderful to be with my daughters 24 hours daily. I’ve got two large “projects” in this time period: to organize the 3rd birthday of my younger daughter for the 26th May, and to go swimming with my elder one to the Csíki Csobbanó. My elder daughter is more skilled, she swims better as a day-care child than me, when I was in the 3rd grade.
0
If a Transylvanian Hungarian fights against another Transylvanian Hungarian, no one will win, sooner or later everyone will lose what they gained from the other ones. While reading through the documents, I’ve put together my position detection equation, and I’ve found the solution, that apart from the felavatattam.ro webpage, all other negative tools (telephone messages, e-mails, phone calls, some of the anonymous comments etc) are not the results of the other Transylvanian Hungarian counterpart’s work. The answer can be found in one of the 64 volumes!
64 volume indictmement
At first, the number seems a big number, even terrifying! But even the large numbers have interiors. Large numbers should be "dealt" with by disrupting in parts. Then it turns out that out of 64 there are 61 technical documentations, like road plans, public procurement notices, contracts, of all kinds of other technical material, and in the remaining three, there is everything, like in a good store, denunciations in a big number, various testimonies and other documents prescribing procedural steps. It is like the “trappista” cheese in Hungary, purchased for 850 HUF per kg (40% genetically engineered corn starch, 20% soy derivatives; other flavor enhancers, colors, preservatives, etc. - the ratio of milk is less than two digits! While we all know that for 1 kg cheese we need 10 liters of milk, which costs 95 Ft. Well, let’s count!). It is cheese, but didn’t really see milk.
One of the denounciations it’s 16 pages
It was written by a Hnungarian person, in the name of a political party. But I am not mad, this is the situation. For some people, the end justifies the means, there soul to be with it.
The length of the asphalted roads increased by 50%
In such circumstances that we could procure the substantial portion of the money only in the last part of the year (October, November, December), when to Bucharest didn’t need the money, and the competent ministry gave us the “rest money” in order to be able to report total spending at the end of the year, so we took it, brought it home, and now we have roads to be able to ply on. In the Court of auditors’ report it is written that these were unsafe funds, but it is also written that we managed to asphalt 50.35 km out of it! This means the opportunity for more than 10 communes, and several tens of villages which belongs there, that we did even if some times the snow was already falling, but it is done, and can be used even today. This cannot be taken by anybody, maybe the truck cars with billets can destroy it. But they need years!
County road number 131
I would like to finish it! The missing part you have to build, the Kénosi hilltop should be made passable. It is difficult, we have been litigating for two years, there is denounciation after denounciation, so no one dares to sign anything .. But I know one thing, with a terrific effort, nearly 60 kilometers out of 65 were managed to asphalted. Of course, there are some parts, where the abrasion layer is still missing, but it is passable! And this means a lot to the area, where due to the bad road condition the desertification of the population was a high threat.
It is my 14th year working the Harghita County Council
I’ve read somewhere, that in America that the suggested time period to be spent at one job should not be more than three years. Some experts suggests a shift after it. If we take this in consideration, I really worsen the statistics. But Mr. Vilmos Zsombori, former president beleived in work, and gave me chance in 2000, and I feel challenge since than, and the more I get to know the smallest problems, the more I feel the profession (not the mission!) to worsen the statistics.
5 is my number
It’s benn five years consecutively, that I’ve got trust and opportunity to work as a president for the county! I will appreciate this trust henceforward and I will try to solve more bitterness, problem, trouble with rather painstaking work, but together.
10 - What's next?
I cannot imagine what will come after the struggle to take my the freedom. But there are still three years from my mandate!
"-" sign
In mathematics, the minus sign is innocent, and does not particularly mean unpleasant, uncomfortable things. In public life, this could mean other thing, since I noticed ONLY at a few political partners in the last seven days that are not looking for companionship, this is not encouraging. I’ve seen efforts! I have almost seen directions, "in case somebody should go into my place."
"+" sign
It means something good not only in mathematics but also in public life. It may mean the %, with which we win, the obtained number of votes, the results of our work, for example, how many kilometers of roads could be asphalted in impossible circumstances, could mean many things. But now, who I would like to mention regarding the public life, who have publicly stood by me: Federal President of the DAHR, the EMNP's, MPP's, Youth Council of Csík Territory, our historica churches, the Hungarian government, the head of Hungary embassies, DAHR parliamentary fractions; DAHR EP representatives; DAHR Harghita county organization; DAHR Ciuc organization, the Hungarian Youth Sitting, my collagues on behalf of the Szekler local authorities.
1755 the number of "Likes"
The above figures refer to the Facebook articles in past three days, related to this topic, which was read by nearly 20 000 people.
365 available days a year
This is how much my colleagues work at Harghita County Council! Can be any holiday day or vacation, whatever, somewhere is always ongoing work. I am proud to work in this community. They endured a lot and there is still a lot to go, but nobody had to be ashamed any time of the results obtained, which can help in a difficult moment to continue. I cannot intervene into work there until the 12th June, but I see from the outside, that they perform well for now! Go ahead and keep your head up!
∑ - Sum
„Keep walking!”
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